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"Sometimes,
when one is moving silently through such an utterly desolate landscape,
an overwhelming hallucination can make one feel that oneself, an individual
human being, is slowly coming unraveled. The surrounding space is so vast
that it becomes increasingly difficult to keep a balanced grip on one's
own being. The mind swells out to fill the entire landscape, becoming
so diffuse in the process that one loses the ability to keep it fastened
to the physical self. That is what I experienced in the midst of Mongolian
steppe. How vast it was! It felt more like an ocean than a desert landscape.
The sun would rise from the eastern horizon, cut its way across the empty
sky, and sink below the western horizon. This was the only perceptible
change in our surroundings. And in the movement of the sun, I felt something
I hardly know how to name: some huge, cosmic love." (Haruki Murakami)
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